It's just ... not going so well for me right now. I don't know what i'm feeling.

Life just seem so ... blank. It's all changed.

i need a time-out.

Who am i ...?

Have u ever asked yourself that question?



Sometimes in life we wonder -

"why can't i be like him/her?"
"Why am i so different from the others?"
"Why am i such a disgrace, someone for others to laugh at?"


"WHY CAN'T I JUST FUCKING LIVE A DIFFERENT LIFE?"








But then again,


ask yourself this:





Why ... do u have to be like the others?




Why can't u just be yourself, and love yourself ... for who you are.
If everybody is the same in this world, what kind of world would it be?
Do you think it would be a perfect and beautiful one? One where everyone is similar and common? Where everybody are but mere reflections of each other?


Why do you have to hate yourself so much?

Cuz your friends say you are weird?
Cuz you seem like a joke to them?
Cuz they say your existence can't be tolerated?


You are who you are. You do not live your life for other people, YOU live YOUR life as your own. How can you expect others to love you for who you are if u don't even love yourself?
Instead of trying to be like others, why not just be your honest self?

No matter what other people might say,
No matter what other people might think,

Be brave and live life being yourself.

Who are they to judge you?
Who are they to despise someone who merely wants to be ordinary?

Those that do so are both pitiful and immature. Because they fail to realise and see things in life which are far more important and beautiful. They can only glance at the surface, forever ignorant.



认真做自己的人最美丽.

School term's starting soon. 有什么感想吗？


YES. ( i talk to myself sometimes :p )


It's going to be busy for me. Although almost half of the year is gone., but there's still the other half. I'm going to make full use of it man! Not going to waste it away, it's a fresh headstart! Better make it a good one. (:

A long journey begins with theee first step. I'm gonna make that step soon. And when i do, i'm not stopping till i reach the end of the journey. WHY NOT make that step now?! Because i'm not yet ready. You can't start unprepared for something this important. That's why a good headstart is necessary.

Of course, i believe in the future i will DEFINITELY face some problems in life. Big ones, small ones, irritating ones, ridiculous ones ... the SPLITHEAD PROBLEM.



Guess u wondering what the heck is a SPLITHEAD PROBLEM.



SPLITHEAD = splitting of a head ( this one's a very direct explanation )

Definition : The only time something splits is when two parts of it are going in different directions. Example~ tearing a tissue in half.

So a splithead problem is when u can't make a decision because either
ones u make does not seem right.

Simply, i can't go straight, i can't move back.
I can't go left, and i can't go right.
if i stay put, i can say bye.




This is the freakin most problematic problem of all problems.

Why ... why must it be this way .. it hurts.

way too deep .. there's nothing i can say anymore.

happy birthday to me ...

sometimes, when explaining something, 说说就好 is the best option.


WHY?



because ..



说了又不听

听了又不懂

不懂又不问

问了又不做

做了又做错

错了又不认

认了又不改

改了又不服

不服又不说


...... that's why.

If your life is like a play ...



will u act it out with all your heart ...



or will u live through it ... blindly ..






and when it's over ..







how would u have made .. the audiences feel ..?




Your family. Your friends.





Have you been lost in your own world ..?




It's time now ... to cherish them. And ... your life.








Don't let your flame burn out, without giving enough light to others, and yourself. (: